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Feb. 18th, 2007 10:10 amwhat to say?
I'm doing a cleanse. That's sort of a big deal. I'm on day three...seven more to go theorhetically. We'll see what my body and soul have to say.
I'm watching 3 extra children today...very active boys ages 2-7 PLUS my own kids. Thankfully Shane will be coming home early from D&D to help me...and of his own volition I might add.
I continue to be affected by the season, but not as much as in January, so I'm saying things are improving.
I'm seeing a counsellor, so that is good.
Yeah, not much going on but I'm always busy. I have to say I've been feeling rather trapped by parenthood lately. I'm working with a friend to trade off kids approximately once a month so Shane and I can have some time just the two of us. So she watched my kids when Shane had the vasectomy and I'm watching her kids so she and her partner can go to a concert tonight. Hopefully next time Shane and I will do something a bit less traumatic!
But yeah, parenthood...right now it feels like all I do is maintainence...there is not getting ahead, no completeing of tasks. But when I'm curled up under a warm quilt with two of my three kids beside me and I can really focus on that moment, it is so blissful. So I continue to try to be in each moment fully, so that the two steps forward one and a half steps back doesn't irritate me too much.
I'm doing a cleanse. That's sort of a big deal. I'm on day three...seven more to go theorhetically. We'll see what my body and soul have to say.
I'm watching 3 extra children today...very active boys ages 2-7 PLUS my own kids. Thankfully Shane will be coming home early from D&D to help me...and of his own volition I might add.
I continue to be affected by the season, but not as much as in January, so I'm saying things are improving.
I'm seeing a counsellor, so that is good.
Yeah, not much going on but I'm always busy. I have to say I've been feeling rather trapped by parenthood lately. I'm working with a friend to trade off kids approximately once a month so Shane and I can have some time just the two of us. So she watched my kids when Shane had the vasectomy and I'm watching her kids so she and her partner can go to a concert tonight. Hopefully next time Shane and I will do something a bit less traumatic!
But yeah, parenthood...right now it feels like all I do is maintainence...there is not getting ahead, no completeing of tasks. But when I'm curled up under a warm quilt with two of my three kids beside me and I can really focus on that moment, it is so blissful. So I continue to try to be in each moment fully, so that the two steps forward one and a half steps back doesn't irritate me too much.
