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Oct. 17th, 2006 09:11 pmAs of this morning (or technically when I went to bed last night (Monday night) I am caffeine free!
OOOOOWWW OW OW OW OWWW my head!
And the nauseousness and irritability. Oh yeah! Thank goodness for Tylenol.
I'm such an addict. And cold turkey is really the best way, though the most painful. It will serve as a good reminder as to why I NEVER want to be addicted to that brown stuff again. As far as taste goes, I can drink decaf any time I want! I've far passed the love of the bean and am right into caffeine, caffeine, give me caffeine. I knew this when at my first, though long, labour I resorted to GULPING instant coffee. EEEWWWW. I knew this day was coming. I figure if I can make it through the first 48 hours, I'll start to feel better. I've done it before, I can do it again.
In conjunction with this good healthy thing I'm doing for myself, I'm starting Yoga boot camp tomorrow. Shaaa! ME! I know. Crazy. A new friend (and doula mentor) started and inspired me. When she asked me if I was interested, of course, the answer was no due to financial restraints (always). Apparently the instructor "has been there" and is willing to reduce his fee dramatically. How can I say no to a month of yoga, an hour a day, for practically nothing. I will receive this generosity. I think it will be SOOOOO good for me. I'm holding on to things in my body that are just not useful. Actually, rather than inhabiting my body, I'm stuffing it...so this will be a way to inhabit it, and then clear out the junk. Progress...I am making progress.
OOOOOWWW OW OW OW OWWW my head!
And the nauseousness and irritability. Oh yeah! Thank goodness for Tylenol.
I'm such an addict. And cold turkey is really the best way, though the most painful. It will serve as a good reminder as to why I NEVER want to be addicted to that brown stuff again. As far as taste goes, I can drink decaf any time I want! I've far passed the love of the bean and am right into caffeine, caffeine, give me caffeine. I knew this when at my first, though long, labour I resorted to GULPING instant coffee. EEEWWWW. I knew this day was coming. I figure if I can make it through the first 48 hours, I'll start to feel better. I've done it before, I can do it again.
In conjunction with this good healthy thing I'm doing for myself, I'm starting Yoga boot camp tomorrow. Shaaa! ME! I know. Crazy. A new friend (and doula mentor) started and inspired me. When she asked me if I was interested, of course, the answer was no due to financial restraints (always). Apparently the instructor "has been there" and is willing to reduce his fee dramatically. How can I say no to a month of yoga, an hour a day, for practically nothing. I will receive this generosity. I think it will be SOOOOO good for me. I'm holding on to things in my body that are just not useful. Actually, rather than inhabiting my body, I'm stuffing it...so this will be a way to inhabit it, and then clear out the junk. Progress...I am making progress.
